I took a bubble bath - the kind where the water is all the way up to your chin.
I ate three donuts, THREE donuts for breakfast.
I had a beer.
I even put in earplugs which I love to wear because they shut out every ounce of noise from the outside.
You'd have thought all that would make me happy. But it didn't. All it did was leave me alone with what is happening on the inside.